Only Lamby-Pie was Worthy (lilybutterland) wrote,
Only Lamby-Pie was Worthy
lilybutterland

Suicide Montreal !!!

Suicide Montreal Femme

I am really not gonna type to much right now cuz I dont feel like computering and I allready been looking things up no stop for days. y'know, like ID card things and stalking all my blog frineds and crushes and people I'm actually in L*ve with and my non stop compulsive scheming about how to become a happy successful multidiscipline-artist-homeowner-with-a-truck-and-a-job-and-a-perfect-encyclopoaedia-brain-and-unflappable-strength-of-charector and stalking people I wish were my lovers and trying to get missed opertunities back and buy tickets on line.

That and keep tabs on what the hell I'm gonna do with myself while stuck in canada for at least another 2 months and (large small town/ conservative/ubber post middle class)ottawa gay fest: what is it ?

oh shit I'm typing to much allready.



HEADING ON DOG-BUT TO MONTREAL EARLY NEXT WEEK.

PEOPLE TO SEE
1. aLASKA sPATULA
2. bOB sHORT
---AT steel werks. pick up my drivers licence info and mail, look at new CNC stuff.
3. fREAKY nAT
---hire her to upgrade my eyebrows. time for new eyebrows.
4. Miss Plastic.
5. Miss Cellophane
6. do Brian damage and Koz live in MNTL or TO ??
7. ecstaticPat and the freakency crew and living dead twins (yannik and Mari)
8. Mister Eugene Weeems













Things I need to write down.

1. adventure with my family in canadia
with pics.
---including, Femme Science: identifying as a fetish ideal, Cruising as a Social anthropology.

2. Book report on Suicide ~ Side tracked on making art for I Don't Wanna Be Alive Anymore art show.
4 hours of research on suicide:
american suicide stats,
japanese suicide rituals {suicide bomb, dishonor and disgrace, suicide as an artistic dramatic gesture}
hindu women mass suicide
suicide as revolutionary protest vs human bombs.
elegant composed suicide (as performance)
moon is a harsh misstress vs siren of titan mass suicide strategies
peer presure and copy cat suicides and triggers
culturally distinct syndromes in the DSM: {amok, sutra, giri siknis}

book report soon. witnessing suicide increases your chance of suicide by double. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF OR I WILL GET IN TROUBLE AND THEN IT'LL GET BACK TO MISTER BANNISTER AND I'LL GET FIRED.

SHADENFREUD: delighting in the misery of others
suicide by cop (actual legal definition)

"how to comit suicide" is a stupid boring subject. "why to commit suicide" is an encyclopoadia that contains the meaning of life

3. REAL WORLD THINGS TO DO
OPEN A BANK ACCOUNT
ESTABLISH PROOF THAT i'VE LIVED IN GLOUCESTER FOR OVER A YEAR
eg: (LEASE AGREEMENT, PHONE BILLS, CREDIT CARD BILLS)
(STUDENT CARD? MOVE BANK ACCOUNT TO ont, HEALTH RECORDS)


health card
drivers test

appointment to get 2 cavities filled, broken tooth capped, and get a cleaning
doctors appointment to proove that am not infected with Morteville bacterial diseases (one lousey bcess-boil and my pregnant sister freaks out)

entering month 3 of stricT weight lifting program

marvel at canadian gay pride.

Pay outstanding warrant in TX

find my missing life savings
-buy CleanHairDistro a laser printer-scanner

I HAVE A CREDIT CARD NOW !!!
-paypall
-ebay store soon.

Track Down the lost paintings of Miss Emily Wretch !!!

fix broken Sicknessfilth.

4. Writing

I've got a Time B*mb 3. how Live well and get laid with Homelessness and Mental illness.
(Time B*mb 2.5, meat empress+fishy invented the internet+ suicide book report)

Bar Girls and Queens without Introspection~that really garbled essay on gender I never finished

suicide book report.

the terrible history of DIY SRS.

if i get a laser printer i can edit/assemble/make IGATB* : the Ballad of Fishy the scientist.

5. I should be off the computer now and doing art.

Death Fuck (red series) - the dysfuctional Family Dramas of Orphans and Divine Conceptions

I Dont Wanna be Alive Anymore

Commissions
Diddi Velms and her unborn daughter - Lamby petting zoo of Bastard County
Larry Velms - Miracle Sparkplug
Miss Caitlin - the BallaD of Lanark County (street repairs and bistros and The Broken Queer Punk Nihlists of tidy Supportive middle class Homes)
Aunty Jaynie. ?
Miss Gwyn Ciggy - Raven Redux

write Gwyn about the fuck up with mailing her raven draft.
Did anybuddy who got mailed last week get their zines??
-Maeriboat
-BranZ
-Queefy
-H3ll

also Contact H3ll re: Candy rave movie.


FUCKING HELL !!! i COULD SIT AT THIS COMPUTER TILL DAWN AND STILL HAVE A DAYS WORTH OF SHIT TO DO ON THE COMPUTER.



I gonna have to print this all out to even sort of remember it and I gotta write down look up 3 more things and I gotta wake up in 3 hours to go get the form i need to go to the doctor to make sure I'm not so toxic from Morteville that I'm gonna poison my unborn neice.


I'm to half asleep now to properly call all the montreal humans and tell them I coming to their town.

Is the grain silo in ST henri still squattable ?? need a place to stay a week
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